Everyone says it’ll be okay and you’ll get over it. That’s not right. I won’t get over it ever. It’s always in my mind. The amount of things I screwed up. How I didn’t even realize how amazing you treated me. All I can say now is that I’m sorry and live with the fact that I ruined the most important thing that’s ever happened to me. I can’t take back what I did or said. I can’t get over it.